Dinner Is Served


Today happens to be the seventh anniversary of when I became a mother for the second time. The last thing I ever envisioned in this life was to be one. I saw myself belonging to a band of gypsies, traveling wherever the road leads and pitching somewhere for a time and knowing the only thing constant is change.

God on the other hand saw it was better to put me where I am. As much as I may be going through a time of disillusionment caused by this feeling of never going anywhere, I know there has to be a better reason (than what my finite self can think of) why He put me here. I may not see it right now and I can only feel a seemingly unwarranted agony (mind you I am grateful for the family God has given me) but this is more like an internal struggle. I know He is working things out for my good.

Sigh… really is all I can do. To anyone out there feeling alone, you are not alone. This moment and feeling shall pass…

“Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.”


1 Peter 4:12-13